First off, TANGINA. Yes. Tangina kasi first time ko magtagalog sa blog ko and yes, nagmura ako. Malutong. Wagas. And yes. BADTRIP AKO.

sa totoo lang, hindi ko na maintindihan kung ano ba ang meron sa mga ex kung bakit ba kailangan nakikipagkwentuhan ka ng ARAW-ARAW. Hindi naman kita pinagbabawalan. Wala akong dapat ipagbawal unless may gusto sau yung babae. Pero alam ko naman na wala eh, pero hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit sa araw araw na ginawa ng Diyos kailangan kayo magkausap.

Oo, inaamin ko, hindi naman masama makipagkaibigan sa isang EX. Kasi, ako mismo, may kaibigan na ex. Pero PUTANGINA, hindi ko na kailangan tanungin araw araw kung kamusta siya, kung kamusta ang weather sakanila, kung asan siya…WOW. Ano mo siya? Okay naman magtweet minsan na prang napadaan lang, na parang nakita mo lang sa feeds mo, okaya napa-like lang ng status or picture niya, pero imba naman masyado ang usap-usap private messaging or eklavuu everyday or every other day..kahit ano, leche, parehas lang yun.

Ako nalang nga ang nagbibigay eh. Binaliwala ko nalang nga lahat ng nakikita at nababasa ko diba? Kahit doon pa sa isa mong EX, nakita ko na ung pagiging close mo na di mo malaman. Bakit hindi mo naman itry makiramdam? Sana alam mo naman yung limitasyon mo kasi may GIRLFRIEND kang tao. Siguro nga friendly kalang, at possesive lang tlga ako…pero sana maisip mo ung nararamdaman ko na tuwing sa araw araw na tumitingin ako sa profile mo puro EX mo nakikita ko, tapos, yung iba pa dun..IKAW PA NAGSTART.

Tapos ngayon ano? Pinagsabihan na kita eh. Na matuto kang dumistansya, i-limit mo sarili mo. Pero ano ginawa mo? Tinigilan mo lang siya in public, pero PRIVATELY tuloy tuloy parin ang chikahan? Tapos ano? Idedeny mo na hindi mo alam kung bakit ako gumawa ng eksena sa tweet niyo? Bat di mo sabihin na parang sobra na kasi kayong pa-close. kunwari di pa alam effect

Sabihin mo nang possesive ako, pero ako kasi, sobrang hindi ko matagalang makipag usap sa iba ng matagal privately. Pakiramdam ko kasi, may mali sa ginagawa ko. Kaya if possible, gusto ko public na paguusap or saglit na chat lng. Siguro nga, iba tayo. Siguro nga msyado ko lang kinukulong sarili ko sayo noh? Wag ka mag alala, kasi pag nakita kong di ka parin nagbabago, hindi ko na ikukulong sarili ko sayo. Takot na kasi ako eh, takot na akong ma TAKE FOR GRANTED uli. Kaya ako ganito kasi parang pinoprotektahan ko na sarili ko. Pero i did everything naman, hnd naman kita sinakal eh. Hindi naman kita pinagbabawalan. Kahit nga pakikipagkita sakanila hnd ko naman pinagkait sayo eh. Sana lang marunong ka makiramdam.

i trust you so much, eh kaso…pag pala nakatalikod ako, kinakalimutan mo ang mga sinasabi ko sayo. Porket akala mo hnd ko makikita yun, doon mo na tinuloy ang mga paguusap? Ano bang meron siya at parang lagi mo nalang siya naalala at gustong kausapin? HINDI PA BA AKO WORTH IT PARA AKO LANG ANG KAUSAPIN MO.

putangina hindi ko maintindihan eh, minsan nahihiya na nga ako eh. Gusto mo kayo nalang mag usap? Nahiya naman ako sa PRIVATE talk niyo,

Yes, a few hours ago, my birthday is officially over. But even before it ends, my BABY did a sweet thing for me. It’s like a timetravel thing as a memorable birthday gift for my 19th birthday. We are currently on a long distance relationship because of his 1 month stay in Austria. But hey, he is still the sweetest. <3 Pardon the long intro, but after seeing the pictures and dates, u won’t stop reading. :)

(intro cut, rest of intro at the bottom of this post)

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a video? a letter? a tweet? a wallpost?.. ho can this birthday be so memorable para syo. how can i do something that u will never forget? how can i give u the feeling to be exited for the next birthday, for the next surprise? hindi ko maisip..if i can put my heart in a box and tie it with a ribbon i will do it.pero syempre hindi pwede yun. acutually u already have my heart ;)..

lets go back sa question na kung pano gagawing special at memorable tong gift ko sayo..syempre ang hirap kasi ang layo natin sa isat isa, ayun haha hndi ako natulog kanina thinking about kung ano pwede gawin ako this morning here(afternoon there). ikaw mismo ng bigay ng examples hahaha, but it was to common for me i wanted somthing na pwede mo ipaglalaki sa mga friends mo, something that would stand out. tapos ng away tayo BOOM! i got it. whats is the second thing that ull never forget, right after happy moments comes fights ;)).. hahaha sorry kung medyo masakit at sobrang na badtrip ka hehe pero kinailangan eh, hehe i birthday that ull never forget :P.. pero ofcouse ang sobrang sama ko naman to left u standing with that .. so iv waited hehe para isipin mo na sobrang bad, fail, sama kong boyfriend hehe. pero atleast memorable.. so memorable na pwede mo pa ikwento to sa mga future apo natin.. birthday na birthday may away :P..

lets come to real surprise..baby u knwo that i love you? soo much?..I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH. and the fact na wala ako sa birthday mo is killing me. ive missed 18 years 18 birthdays of u na already tapos dadagdag pa tong aaraw nato. if theres a time machine i would go back and celebrete every single birthday with you and will give you my own personal gifts ;) pero hindi ko kaya yun. wlang time machine dito sa mundo, i have no superpowers but i have a heart a heart that only beats for you.. going back 18 years already. if i were there sa birth mo i will give you ..

MAY 6, 1994

your first birthday..syempre very important kasi first year mo dito sa earth. u leared new things that will help u to survive in this world..if can i can go back my first gift will be a friend. a friend that will be alwys by yours side. a friend who will protect you, help you, save u from tears and a friend who has one mission..to make you happy. i will give you our baby klooney hehe syempre baby ka pa eh. stufftoy muna ;)..baby ka pa and syempre ayoko ko mahurt ka. ibang toys kasi may mga corners haha pwede masakten and stuff pero klooney, ur very own superdog, he is soo fluffy he wont harm you ;).. he will protect u from every corners andhard things, even habang natutulog ka and dreaming ;).. that will be my first gift para sayo.. a friend for a life time ;)

May 6, 1995

secnd birthday..haha ayun scnd yr here on earth, again still lerning..for example how to speak. of course very important ulit speaking is one of the important things that u need to built connections and reach your goal..another thing, another key to reach goals are feet hehe. here comes my second gift, a pair of shoes ;).. pero nahirapan ako dito aa kasi sobrang laki ng paa mo hehe joke lang baby..why shoes? i want somthing that will help u to reach your goals, sasamahan ka to your journeys..and show you the right path. wsomthing na tutulungan ka apakan ang mga kaaway at tumakbo pag may danger (syempre you are still a baby.. hindi ka pa ganun ka lakas, u have to run away pag may kaaway ang baby ko :P)

May 6, 1996

3rd birtthday..( haha ang sakit na ng mga daliri ko hahaha) next thing that would hv give you kung may chance lang talaga ako is a ball hehe..something u can play with. apink ball that help u to be entertained..i just want you to be alwys happy. and for kids in your age.. u need joy.. happiness u have to enjoy every single day ;)

May 6, 1997

4th.. (puuhhh.. naguton ako bigla haha ). ayun got it! u need something to eat hehe. u need some sweet stuffs hehe. ur parents will not be happy with this but my 4th gift will be candies.. why? u need sweetness in your life.. yes in these early years you already have to be sweet always hehe..u deserve this sweetness hehe. and i know this will make you smile ;)

May 6, 1998

5th.. hehehe sweets again hehe and here it comes hihi. a STRAWBERRYCHEESECAKE, hehe why? hehe this is the age were u develope your skills at mga hiligs hehe. because of this cake u will develope ur interrest in baking hehe or appreciating sweetness hehe.. and u have to be sweet kasi.. yehheeey papasok ka na sa school :”>

May 6, 1999

6th haha (ang init na here hehe).. my 6th gift ko para sayo is tantarataaannn. a notebook. a notebook kung san mo pwede ikeep mga memories mo. another friend na were u can tell ur deepest secrets and i asure u that he wont tell it anyone.. he is just the to keep it ;)

May 6, 2000

7th.. a very special year hehe syempre its a MILLENIUM :”> yippi hehehe ayun tapos 7th birthday mo pa.. diba dapat icelebrate yun..big celebration? hehe. my 7th gift will be fireworks hehe in this age iisipin mo magic yun hehe.. and thats what i want to give you.. a magical moment ;)

May 6, 2001

8th.. grabe tanda mo na haha.. joke lang. school moments hehe..busy ka sa studies to maintain ung honor mo hehe, but u need something to be successful in life hehe my 8th gift will be a watch. for the right timing and treasure every moment the past present and future ;)

May 6, 2002

9th birthday wow hehe..9 yrs old ka na.. ng iisip ako ano kaya iregalalo sa isang 9 yr old girl, hehe i will treat you in the movies ;) hehehe cartoons of course hehe pero treat ko naman eh hehe..

May 6, 2003

grabe 10 ka na :P.. hihihi ang bilis ng oras hehe. ano kaya magandang gift.. hmm haha wlaa na ko maisip hehe pero hmm how about a lunch hehe soft drinks with nachos hehe and tantarataann wiiiittthhhh cheese dip ;) hehehe why? hmm simply because u love nachos but u love cheese more ;))

May 6, 2004

boom! 11 na baby ko haha.. slowly but surely wala na ko maisip hehehe. i think klooney needs help. hehe i will give you a pet hehe yes a fluffy dog ;”> hehe.. why u need all the support that u can have why? kasi mgiging teenager ka na hehe.. this dog will be your new friend a new hero. this dog will be another reason for u to smile ;)

May 6, 2005

12th.. one year to go teenager ka na haha. pag 12 na gift ko will be a piggyback hehe.. yes u have to enjoy your your childhood. yes and i want for u to keep this moment habang nkapasan ka sakin. as if theres no problem in the world. as if everything is perfect..seeing the world while riding my back the whole night ;)

May 6, 2006

boom! hahaha your not a girl anymore but a young lady haha. my gift for you this year will be a phone. why? hehe syempre to be always connected with u..to make you smile with just a simple txt..to complete ur day with a simple phonecall..to be always with u where ever u are ;)

May 6, 2007

14th hahaha wala na talaga ako maisip. i will gi you a camera. iisipin mo siguroo u are too young for this hehe but this is ung time na puro picture na yung friendster mo haha maybe jeje pics? hehe i dont know :P.. but to capture every memorable moment ;))

May 6, 2008

you are 15 na wow.. hehe malapit ka na mg 18 ;).. you know what i will give to you? a kiss. a memorable first kiss hehe. why? romance is a slow dance..a look a touch and that m,oment when our lips eachother everything around us and the time stops :”>

May 6, 2009

sweet 16 :”>..
my very special gift for you will be a place a very special place..where everything seems so magical.. i will bring you to places u ve never been before but always wanted to go i will show you thig and let u experience the magic :”> I LOVE YOU!

May 6, 2010

haha yay 17 na baby ko :))
i will give u a book, hehe i dont call u as a bookworm but i want to give u a book an empty book hehe why? to right our own story .. our own journey black on white..a story without an happy ending..it has no ending.. I LOVE YOU MY FOREVER ;))

May 6, 2011

baby u are a woman now.. in legal age ;)) hehe U CAN DRINK NOW LEGALLY haha.. but liquor will not be my present para sayo, hehehe, . my gift will be rings. Rings have been exchanged as a symbol of the bond of marriage for so long, and in so many different cultures, that the origin of the practice is obscure. Certainly, the circle of a ring represents undying love and the continually renewed vows of the married couple. Circles have long been archetypes for not only timelessness, but also wholeness and homecoming. The circle also speaks to the constant round of the heavens, as well as the eternal return of the seasons, marked by cyclical ritual and celebration… hahaha copy paste lang yan pero thats exactly what i want to say hahah at gusto ko umabot before midnight dyan sa philippines hehe. I LOVE YOU FUTURE MRS BICO ;)

May 6, 2012

finally ;)

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY…

.. my gift is priceless u cannot buy this it has no expiration date..the best gift that i can give you is memories. unforgettable memories. sorry i had to fight with u kanina hehe para maalala mo tong araw na to ;)).. and a fight is very helpful to remember things hehe. but i hope u will remember this day not just because of the fight but because of all this ;)) 

.. and never forget that I LOVE YOU MY FOREVER!!!

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(continuation of intro, the dates and photos comes right after this actually, i just fixed it like this so it’ll be more interesting to read.:”>)

ayon sa wikipedia:

“A birthday is a day or anniversary when a person celebrates his or her date of birth. Birthdays are celebrated in numerous cultures, often with a gift, party or rite of passage.”

kaya birthday mo ay sobrang mahalaga para sakin, mas mahala pa nga kesa sa salili kong birthday. ayun tinatanong mo siguro kung bakit. syempre isang ordinariong day lang yun. one day sa 7 days in a week, one day in 30 days in a month, one day in 365 days in a year. so we get 19 days in 19 years.. 

and how should we make these days special especially this day today. pano ipapakita sa taong na birthday ngayon kung gaano kaimportante sayo etong araw na to. paano ka mg stastandout mula sa 1546 friends sa fb or 317 followers sa tweeter who will greet you sa birthday mo..pano mula sa 19 birthdays 19 surprises.. pano nga kaya?

anyway lets continue..soo ang tagal ko pinag isipan kung pano ko gagawin tong surprise para sayo should it be the typical video greeting or message or somthig new. bago plang ako lumuwas papinta dito sa austria pinagiisipan ko na kung ano gagawin ko and i had a plan, a master plan.. haha kinikilig nga ako while planning it haha pero as usual hndi ng work. ang dami hindi ngwork as planed, ang malas ko talaga.. sobrang fail. yung mga tao, yung weather, yung wifi..LAHAT. i tryed everything baby.

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So tell me. Papakawalan ko pa ba ang ganitong lalake? :”>